Woot!

After some recent criticism about a post of mine where a first time scenario resulted in a squirt, I started thinking about it. The guy who critiqued it and I discussed the likelihood of it and I explained something rather embarrassing to him. How it works when I squirt. By embarrassing, I mean to me, not to him. What guy is going to be embarrassed by a woman squirting? Few that I know of. Squirting. What is it? Yes. Well there's an embarrassing question for most women and honestly most women and men have no clue.

Arg! For fuck's sake, where do people get the idea that submissive means weak or demure? If I hear one more person say to me "You don't seem very submissive, you're pretty straight forward" I'm going to flip a damn lid! They automatically seem to think that I'm Dominant or Domme because of it and try to get me to play those roles. Guess what, for those of you who don't know, someone can be both a submissive and assertive. Not everyone deserves my submission. Not everyone is going to get it.

When I was growing up, my mother was a big Nazi over what I could wear and what I couldn't. I always hung out with different people from all groups of social standing in school, not sticking or conforming to one specific group. Because of her not allowing me to wear what I wanted, I sort of went wild with it after I turned eighteen. I've since learned that 'Goth' isn't what's on the outside. It's what's on the inside. I wasn't allowed to wear all black unless it was for a DECA business meeting or something of that nature. Or a funeral.